The biking side of Team Rigel had our first official training ride over Memorial Day weekend on Orcas Island. Henry was on his brand new bike, and I took on some brand new hills that I never thought I could tackle! The Orcas Hills proved a great learning experience for me. I finally got over the fear of some major hills over that weekend.
With my mom's recent diagnosis and the passing of Frank still so fresh, I climb and ride with their pain in mind. I've learned to push myself farther than I could have imagined. I can barely imagine their pain and the pain that all who have suffered with cancer have gone through. I can still breathe, many big deep breaths. As I climbed, I listened closely to my breathing. In. Out. In. Out. Trying to keep the rhythm steady and pedal consistently. With each breath in and out, I repeat, "Not. Scared. Not. Scared. Not Scared." My new mantra. So far, it's working.
-SLR
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